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Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)

I recieved my Compassionate Friends newsletter yesterday and the tears have been flowing since. My heart has grown bigger this last month but the hole is not filled. I miss you so much.

Ryan wanted to purchase a charm for Brown Dog. I told him how much and he gave me $20. He said he wanted to pay extra because he hates meningitis and wants to help the doctors.

I love you all so much. Love MOM 7/26/2010

 

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MORE / GRAMMA ROSE (MA-MAAA)  Read >>
MORE / GRAMMA ROSE (MA-MAAA)

ITS NOT YOUR SMILE OR YOUR BIG BLUE EYES  NOT THOSE CHUBBY LITTLE THIGHS.  TINY FINGERS AND BELLY LAUGHS.  BIG HUGS AND KISSES.  TINY CONVERSATIONS ABOUT BOATS AND TOYS. SITTING IN THE ROCKING CHAIR READING BOOKS SINGING SONGS. BLOWING BUBBLES WATCHING AIRPLANES.  EATING CANDY DRINKING MILK.  SITTING ON THE FLOOR PLAYING BALL.  FEEDING PEEDEE BONES.

NOT JUST ONE THING I MISS ABOUT YOU ..

ITS ALL AND   "MORE"

TIL WE MEET AGAIN

LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU  MISS YOU MISS YOU MISS YOU

MAMAAA

 

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Fundraiser / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Fundraiser / Sabrina McNeil (mom)
A local company has made these beautiful charms for the foundation. We are selling them for $5.00 each to raise money for meningitis research. They are slightly larger than a quarter and look great on a key chain or worn on a silver chain. If you are interested please email me for further information. Stock is limited. Get yours while they last.


sabrina@dylanmcneilfoundation.com


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Stinky D  / Sabrina Mcneil (Mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina Mcneil (Mom)
I have been reading more and more cases of Pnuemococcal and Meningicoccal Meningits cases emerging. That it isn't just a rare thing anymore. Strains not covered by the vaccines are getting stronger and stronger. It is scary to me. But the thought that it wasn't just a rare illness you some how contracted gives me an answer to my biggest question. I love you and miss you and will continue to fight your fight. Love Mom 7/15/2010 Close
I will not say goodbye (Danny Gokey)  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
I will not say goodbye (Danny Gokey)  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)
It changes everything you've been
And all that's left to be
Is empty lonely broken hopin'
I'm supposed to be strong
I'm supposed to find a way to carry on

I don't wanna feel better
I don't wanna not remember
I will always see your face
In the shadows of this haunted place
I will laugh
I will cry
Shake my fist at the sky
But I will not say goodbye

They keep saying time will heal
But the pain just gets more real
The sun comes up each day
Finds me waiting fading hating praying
If I can keep on holding on
Meibe I can keep my heart from knowing that you're gone

Cause I don't wanna feel better
I don't wanna not remember
I will always see your face
In the shadows of this haunted place
I will laugh
I will cry
Shake my fist at the sky
But I will not say goodbye

I will curse
I will pray
I'll relive everyday
I will shelter the blame
I'll shout out your name

I will laugh
I will cry
Shake my fist at the sky
But I will not say
Will not say goodbye
I will not say goodbye
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Memory Lyrics (cats)  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Memory Lyrics (cats)  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)
Midnight not a sound from the pavement
Has the moon lost her memory
She is smiling alone
In the lamplight the withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan

Memory all alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
It was beautiful then
I remember the time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again

Daylight I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life
And I mustn't give in
When the dawn comes tonight will be a memory too
And the new day will begin

Burnt out ends of smoky days
The stale cold smell of morning
The street lamp dies
Another night is over
Another day is dawning

Touch me it's so easy to leave me
All alone with the memory
Of my day in the sun
If you touch me you'll understand what happiness is
Look a new day has begun

Memory all alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
It was beautiful then
I remember the time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again
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Stinky D  / Sabrina Mcneil (Mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina Mcneil (Mom)
I am really missing you this morning. I have so many new fears now for your brother and sister. I am more aware of what can happen at any moment and I know that we are not immune. I pray every night to keep you all safe but then again I did when you were here also. I am holding on to them tight for as long as they will let me. I know we can't always live in fear. And at the end of the day it is out of my hands. That's what makes it scary. I know I can do everything possible and sometimes it won't matter. I love you. Love Mom. 7/8/10 Close
Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)
Life is crazy again. Wish you were here to add to the chaos. I love you Dylan and miss you more and more as each day goes by. Your room remains the same. I am still not ready to change it. It is you. The place I go to every night to talk to you and tell you goodnight. We all say goodnight to you and ask God to give you a hug and kiss for us.

I was so scared for this time right now. But I am able to seperate my feelings sorrow love and heartache. Each child is so unique and special in their own little way.
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Butterflies / Gramma Rose (Ma-Maaa)  Read >>
Butterflies / Gramma Rose (Ma-Maaa)

Thank you for all the yellow butterfly visits.  I think of you very day.  you are forever in my heart.   I love you.   I can see you signing back to me with one finger  I love you too.

Love you Love you Love you

Miss you Miss you Miss you

Ma-Maaa

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Slow Dance  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Slow Dance  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)
This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a
New York Hospital ...It was sent by a medical doctor -

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round?

Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Do you run through each day On the fly?

When you ask How are you?

Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done Do you lie in your bed

With the next hundred chores Running through your head?

You'd better slow down

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Ever told your child

We'll do it tomorrow?

And in your haste

Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch

Let a good friendship die

Cause you never had time To call and say'Hi'

You'd better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere

You miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your day

It is like an unopened gift....Thrown away.

Life is not a race.

Do take it slower

Hear the music

Before the song is over.

(Dr. Dennis Shields Professor
Department of Developmental and
Molecular Biology
1300 Morris Park Avenue
Bronx New York 10461) Close
Stinky D 6/27/2010  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Stinky D 6/27/2010  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)

I thank my God everytime I remember you. In all my prayers for all of you... (phil. 1:3-4)

 

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Today Show and Pepsi Refresh, last day  / Alisha Frazier   Read >>
Today Show and Pepsi Refresh, last day  / Alisha Frazier
Tomorrow is the last day to go to the Today Show website and nominate a charity that you care about. The winner will receive a $100000 cash prize. No limit to how many charities you can nominate so if you have time nominate them all! High rolling for Dylan McNeil Foundation dedicated to advancing research awareness a...nd support for Pnuemococcal Meningitis. Love and miss you Dylan this one's for you little bud!

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Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)

"I've learned by now to be quite content whatever my circumstances. I'm just as happy with little as with much. With much as with little. I've found the recipe for being happy whether full or hungry. Hands full or hands empty. Whatever I have wherever I am I can make it through anything in the One who makes me who I am..." (phil 4:11-13)

A hard lesson learned. But this year has most certainly opened my eyes to what is important what truly matters in the big picture. What to appreciate. And what to let go of.

Love You. 6/9/2010

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Dylan's Gift to all.  / Gramma Rose (Ma-Maaa)  Read >>
Dylan's Gift to all.  / Gramma Rose (Ma-Maaa)

There are no words they can say that would ease the pain felt every day.   When I see your smile each day and night your brought to me in God's precious light.

Your smile imprinted in my heart a gift no one can take apart

Each time we all think of you a smile comes to our faces too.

Love you Love you Love you.

Miss You Miss You Miss You.

I love you my little Monkey.    MaMaaa

 

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Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)

Ryan reminded me of another Stinky D moment the other day. We were remembering the times you would pull Ryan's hair or ear in the car. Ryan would always lay his head on your carseat. Daddy and I would watch out of the corner of our eyes your hand very slowly reach out and grab a handful. Ryan would get upset. We would say "Dylan dont pull Ryan's hair/ear" "Ryan dont rest your head on his seat". And it would start all over again. There goes Ryan's head and there went Dylan's hand. We would try so hard not to laugh. You had such a serious innocent face when you got caught each time. A true Stinky D face. I look at the frustration of other parents when there little ones are argueing etc. I miss those moments. I miss the craziness. I miss the rushing around because we are going to be late. I miss the having to change a diaper right when its time to leave for school.

I cleaned out the diaper bag. It was the first time I had opened it since  you left. There i found your clothes toys diapers and snacks. It felt like another goodbye. Something else forcing me to take another baby step forward. It was a painful step.

I love you.  Love MOM  6/8/10

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another meningitis victim  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
another meningitis victim  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)

Sadly meningitis has taken another little life. A little blonde blue eyed girl 3 years old. This has hit my heart very hard this morning finding out she didnt make it. Her story was similiar to Dylan's. Started as flu like symptoms.  I cannot stop crying for her parents. And I feel so angry that this continues to happen. There is a certain someone I want to scream at WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!! I dont understand.

We prayed for her several times last night. Even brown dog said his own little prayer. We asked Dylan to be her friend if that was her fate. Please continue to pray for her family. This is not the first child they have lost.

Sabrina  6/4/2010

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Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)

I dreamt of you last night. You were just a baby. Happy smiling and Stinky D. I Love You. Love MOM  6/2/2010

 

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Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)

I saw a medical plane fly off today.  Everytime I see an ambulance it makes me feel sick to my stomach. Daddy reminded me that they were there to help someone.

I miss you. Love MOM  5/30/10

 

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Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)
I must be trying to torture myself this week. I watched another home video. You were 6months Ryan was 4yrs. I had forgotten some of the little adorable things you two used to do. You of course all smiley Ryan with his voice. But the one thing I seemed to notice the most was my voice behind the camera. The difference.

I love You. 5/26/2010
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condolences / Lisa Hudson   Read >>
condolences / Lisa Hudson
My condolences for the passing of your sweet son Dylan - i only just found your site from a You Tube video. Reading your journey brought me to tears - the emotions so raw and true.  He will never be forgotten and i will watch over my son more closely and demand thorough testing should he get sick.  Its very sad that a parent has to experience this for other parents to see that we need to push doctors to save our children - i have been reading alot of Caringbridge journals which opened my eyes to loving my children and anger less.  To also watch for signs of more serious illnesses.

I cant imagine your pain i only wish it will ease in time for you.  Dylan will never leave you in spirit he loves you dearly as do you.

take care and thank you for sharing your pain and journey xx Close
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