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Tiny Angel ~ Dylan  / Denise Frazier (Friend of Family )  Read >>
Tiny Angel ~ Dylan  / Denise Frazier (Friend of Family )

Tiny Angels
Tiny Angels rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel look at me
I want this image clear....
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head
"These things I do not know....
But I do know that you love me
And that I love you so".

Author Unknown

ps...I see you Dylan.  Thank you.

 

 

 

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Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)

3 weeks

3 months

6 months

9 months

1 year

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(Time Of Your Life) Green Day  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
(Time Of Your Life) Green Day  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)
(Time Of Your Life)

Another turning point a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

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Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)
3 weeks until it has been 2 years. I cant believe how fast time has gone. I can feel my mood shifting.  I feel grouchy easily irritated wanting to hide. I am trying so hard not to fall into another funk. I find myself wondering what is it that other little ones have that they didnt get sick that you didnt have. Not that i would ever wish this upon any child or parent. But why you?  I find myself avoiding children of your age. Meibe if I dont see them it wont hurt so bad. I know thats not true. But we tend to tell ourselves crazy things to get through. I cant avoid life/people forever so I need a better way to handle the ache in my heart.

Visited your site on Easter. Brought you yellow flowers and a balloon. You loved balloons. I imagined you stepping on the flowers. There was a new "angel" near your site. And i felt sick thinking of how fresh everything is for those parents.

My table is full of beautiful yellow tulips. Now if only the sun would shine.
I love you Dylan. Love MOM 4/26/2011

(The day before Easter-2009) Love those cheeks!
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Stinky D  / Sabrina Mcneil (Mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina Mcneil (Mom)
Really feeling the cloud forming over my head today. Preparing for Easter reminded me of our last Easter together. The images of you the last time I saw you seem to be haunting me lately. I think it's the anticipation of what is coming next month. As I was driving a song came on with the words " I feel so helpless I am falling down but I'll rise above this." of course I became hysterical. Just then I looked over at a man sitting on the sidewalk with a cardboard sign that read "Free Hugs". Missing you so much Dylan. Your adorable little self. I love you. Happy Easter baby. Love you MOM. 4/23/11 Close
Justin Moore - "If Heaven Wasn't So Far Away"  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Justin Moore - "If Heaven Wasn't So Far Away"  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)
Every day I drive to work across Flint River bridge
A hundred yards from the spot where me and grandpa fished
There's a piece of his old fruit stand on the side of Sawmill Road
He'd be there peelin' peaches if it was twenty years ago
And what I wouldn't give
To ride around in that old truck with him

If heaven wasn't so far away
I'd pack up the kids and go for the day
Introduce them to their grandpa
Watch 'em laugh at the way he talks
I'd find my long lost cousin John
The one we left back in Vietnam
Show him a picture of his daughter now
She's a doctor and he'd be proud
Then tell him we'd be back in a couple of days
In the rear view mirror we'd all watch 'em wave
Yeah and losing them wouldn't be so hard to take
If heaven wasn't so far away

I'd hug all three of those girls we lost from the class of '99
And I'd find my old bird dog Bo and take him huntin' one more time
I'd ask Hank why he took those pills back in '53
And Janis to sing the second verse of "Me and Bobby McGee"
Sit on a cloud and visit for a while
It'd do me good just to see them smile

If heaven wasn't so far away
I'd pack up the kids and go for the day
Introduce them to their grandpa
Watch 'em laugh at the way he talks
I'd find my long lost cousin John
The one we left back in Vietnam
Show him a picture of his daughter now
She's a doctor and he'd be proud
Then tell him we'd be back in a couple of days
In the rear view mirror we'd all watch 'em wave
Yeah and losing them wouldn't be so hard to take
If heaven wasn't so far
If heaven wasn't so far
If heaven wasn't so far away
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WE DID  / Gramma Rose   Read >>
WE DID  / Gramma Rose

DYLAN

I THINK OF YOU EVERYDAY AND WHEN I DO SOMETIMES I LAUGH AND SMILE OVER WHAT WE SHARED AND SOMETIMES I CRY OVER WHAT WE COULD HAVE HAD...

I'M SO BLESSED TO HAVE "SHARED AND HAD" OUR TIMES TOGETHER

I LOVE AND MISS YOU MY LITTLE MONKEY..

GRAMMA ROSE...

 

 

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Rascall Flatts-I Wont Let Go!  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Rascall Flatts-I Wont Let Go!  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)
This song has always reminded me of those special people we have been blessed to know  who have been there for us through this painful journey we are on... We dont tell you often enough but Thank You for all you have done and continue you do.

It's like a storm
That cuts a path
It breaks your will
It feels like that
You think you're lost
But you're not lost on your own
You're not alone

I will stand by you
I will help you through
When you've done all you can do
and you can't cope
I will dry your eyes
I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight
and I won't let go

It hurts my heart to see you cry
I know its dark this part of life
Oh it find us all and we're to small
to stop the rain
Oh but when it rains

I will stand by youI will help you through
When you've done all you can do
and you can't cope
I will dry your eyes
I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight
and I won't let you fall

Don't be afraid to fall
I'm right here to catch you
I won't let you down
It won't get you down
You're gonna make it
I know you can make it

Cause I will stand by you
I will help you through
When you've done all you can do
and you can't cope
I will dry your eyes
I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight
and I won't let go

Oh I'm gonna hold you
and I won't let go
Won't let you go
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Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)
Really missing you. This weather is not helping my mood. Everybody says how much sissy looks like Ryan. She does. But they dont see you standing next to her. Looking at your baby pictures she looks so much like you also. If you were here they would say she is such a combination of both her brothers.

April showers. If it must rain please bring Mei flowers. I am going to need them. Lots of yellow ones please. 2 years has come fast.

Lord please help me to have patience instead of anger towards those who know not what they say and do.

Love you baby. Missing you alot today. Love MOM 4/8/2011

RASCALL FLATTS-FOREVER
I miss you so much
your light your smile your wave
and everything about us
but your gone your still here
in my heart and my tears

Yeah you sure left your mark
we were just gettin’ started

It wasn’t long enough
it wasn’t long enough together
but it was long enough
yeah it was long enough
to last forever

sometimes i get so mad
i scream i swear at this
cause this isn’t how we planned it
i sit here in a cold moon
prayin waitin’ on you

to run back though that door
to the way it was before you left

it wasn’t long enough
it wasn’t long enough together
but it was long enough
yeah it was long enough to last forever

I’ve been cheated defeated cant believe that your gone
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Pause for a Cause  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Pause for a Cause  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)
Earn money for yourself and your favorite charity by simply taking an online survey. You get paid cash and so does
The Dylan McNeil Foundation.


http://www.Op4G.com/membership/join/DMF1234

http://www.surveyforgood.org/index.php
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A song I wrote for Dylan!  / Chanel Groom (Friend)  Read >>
A song I wrote for Dylan!  / Chanel Groom (Friend)

Dylan your smile is so bright it could light up the night when you look somebody in the eye it was a beautiful sight your blonde hair touched the sky and glistened in the sunlight oh oh oh oh

Chours: Oh Dylan come right into my arms I want you to be here with me! Oh Dylan come back to me come back to me!

Repeat Chours: Oh Dylan come run into my arms I want you to be here with me I want you to be here with me oh with me!

I love you guys (Marcus Sabrina Ryan Dylan and Maddie!) You are truly a great family!!!!!!!

 

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Stinky D at Lost Creek 2008  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Stinky D at Lost Creek 2008  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)

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Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)
Missed you. I no longer look at 2 year olds and imagine you. I look at older children and wonder. I saw a little handicapped boy in a wheel chair with breathing assistance and the tears came suddenly. I looked at daddy and knew he was thinking the same. I would have taken care of you forever. But then I imagine you in heaven as you. Laughing running healthy. I love you baby. Love MOM 3/24/2011
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Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)
Was feeling down in a funk again. Then I watched the scenes from Japan. Children crying because they cant find their parents... It snapped me right out of it. Whatever your situation maybe there is someone. somewhere who is worse. It made me realize again what we still have. I am thankful... I may not have you with me but I know where you are.

Spring is coming. I am waiting for the yellow to bloom. The sun to shine. I love you. Love MOM  3/16/2011

I love this crazy tragic
Sometimes almost magic
Awful beautful life (Darryl Worley)

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Daffodils For Dylan: Spring Fundraiser  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Daffodils For Dylan: Spring Fundraiser  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)
For every purchase made on this site, Flower Power Fundraising will give 50% back to The Dylan McNeil Foundation to help advance research, awareness and support for Pneumococcal Meningitis. Thank you for your support in helping us make a difference:

http://www.flowerpowerfundraising.com/campaign?q=campaign&campaign_id=6531

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Stinky D  / Sabrina Mcneil (Mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina Mcneil (Mom)
Birthdays are always bitter sweet. A celebration of life which we are thankful for. Also a painful reminder that we will never celebrate that birthday with you. Heaven is suppose to be perfect. I believe you continue to grow there. We were meant to grow into adults. And it breaks my heart that I wont be able to experience that with you. Your beautiful smile is needed today. Love always. MOM 3/2/11 Close
My Little Monkey  / Gramma Rose   Read >>
My Little Monkey  / Gramma Rose

YOUR PICTURES SURROUND ME.

YOUR SMILE SO SWEET.

I KNOW YOUR WATCHING FROM ABOVE

SENDING ALL YOUR UNSELFISH LOVE.

LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU

MISS YOU MISS YOU MISS YOU  MY LITTLE MONKEY..

MA-MAAA

 

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Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)
Remembered recently once when i was at the grocery store with you an elderly lady walked up to me and said "you have a very special little boy" and then walked off. Nothing more. At the time I was in agreement as all moms think their children are special. I still agree but it makes me wonder.

Had a moment this weekend as brother was riding his four-wheeler. Wondering if you would be wanting to ride also. As we went for a ride Grandpa passenger Ryan in the back seat I turned around to check on him and saw again that empty seat beside him. Yes someday sissy will be there. But it was one of those moments that strike you. Hit me off guard and the lump in my throat became apparent again. As daddy says you are having a good day and then Wham it hits you again. Someone always missing. Behind that smile is always pain. Somedays its duller then others. Somedays it feels like a fresh wound. I am thankful we have brother and sissy to keep the smiles coming. I recently read a quote an author wrote after losing someone very special to her. She said "If asked How are you? we must not say Suicidal. And you?" No I am not suicidal but it hit home. I can understand exactly what she meant.

As Sugarland says...It'll be alright again.
Love you baby. Love MOM 2/22/2011

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Realize the value  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Realize the value  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)

To realize

The value of a sister/brother

Ask someone

Who doesn't have one.



To realize

The value of ten years:

Ask a newly

Divorced couple.

To realize

The value of four years:

Ask a graduate.


To realize

The value of one year:

Ask a student who

Has failed a final exam.


To realize

The value of nine months:

Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn

 

To realize

The value of one month:

Ask a mother

Who has given birth to

A premature baby.



To realize

The value of one week:

Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper

 

To realize

The value of one minute:

Ask a person

Who has missed the train bus or plane.



To realize

The value of one second:

Ask a person

Who has survived an accident.


To realize

the value of a friend or family member:

LOSE ONE.


Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. The origin of this letter is unknown.


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Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)  Read >>
Stinky D  / Sabrina McNeil (mom)
Woke up sunday morning in a bad mood. Not realizing why until we walked into your room. We were to take down your crib. It hit us both instantly painful tears. I tried to convince myself that you wouldnt be in a crib anymore being almost 4 years old.  That you would be in the Thomas Train toddler bed. The bed you will never be in that we had saved for you. It is now gone. Another little guy to enjoy it. We found your balls under your bed. Hoping it would make me smile. But it didnt. It hurt. Signs of our last morning together...more pain. More tears. More heartache. It felt like day 1.

Its done. The final step. And I wanted to scream at the world. At every parent who doesnt appreciate what they have. At every person who just doesnt get it. Remember me. Remember me when you are complaining. Remember me when you think that material thing is important. Remember me when you take your life for granted....

I have felt tired since Sunday morning. My head hurts my body aches. And I know I am not getting sick. I am missing my son. The tidal wave has crashed again. This time taking a little longer to build.

I love you Dylan. I love you so much it hurts. I miss you so much my stomach constantly feels empty. Love always MOM 2/1/2011

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